Chillalord

I feel exhausted. Reading through 3 books in a single week can't be good for my mental health... I feel like I've gone through a wild roller coaster of emotions and it's very hard to describe the mood I'm in. I'm left feeling exposed, tired and worn. I've never been into books that much but it seems like my dislike for them has been unfounded. They give me great ideas for painting, as they are very stimulating for my imagination. I get to visually design sets, characters and whole worlds, but I'm beginning to wonder if it's worth all this. As if I relate with the characters too much, my whole conscious mind occupied with the problems of the

I'm leaving for the army. So, cya'll in like 2 weeks min. Going to have my first weekend off then. Thank god it's the Finnish army and we have some off days atleast